I was diagnosed with severe anxiety disorder on Friday and last night I lost my touch to reality. The pain hit hard, it was crushing. I trembled, prayed it would leave my body. And finally, after four hours, I was done. Not done and happy, but done and empty.
Today I got myself a medication. Today was the first day I didn’t smile to the cashier at the store. I don’t think I have produced a single genuine smile for anyone on this very day.
I’m scared I won’t be that girl anymore. The girl full of life, sarcastic but funny remarks, cheeky personality. I’m scared I’m sucked in this hole of darkness, everything is grey, I can’t see.
you’re a female life is easier you’ll be fine